6 months...

Today is 6 months since we lost our precious Megan. Can't believe it's been that long. I wish I could just stay home and not get out of bed.

I am feeling so bad these days. No one understands what I go through everyday. I have never been this lonely in my entire life. :(

Happy Mother's Day!

Happy Mother's Day to my sisters! Sorry it's a day late. Was afraid if I talked about it yesterday that I would start crying and I knew if I started I wouldn't be able to stop. The kids tried so hard to make it a good day so I didn't want to sit around crying.

Anyway, hope you both had a great day! I love you!

It's been a busy couple of weeks. I've had a sinus infection and finally went to the dr. about my hair falling out. He thinks maybe a thyroid issue?? Hopefully he'll figure it out. I go back on Wednesday. Dd5 has fifths disease. I have never heard of it before now. She has just been covered in an ugly red rash over most of her upper body. The doctor said it's only contagious for 2 or 3 days before the rash shows up. So, sorry to Julie because dd5 was at her house for at least one of those days. But it hasn't been a big deal. It's not itchy like poison ivy....thank goodness. Anyway, gotta get back to work.